I have been non stop it seems for the past two weeks mentally and physically. I’m either at school, work, the gym, or maybe with friends, while my mind constantly wanders from one idea and feeling to the other, leaving me exhausted. I woke up this morning earlier than I had to, to paint fruit for my painting class and it was a relaxing/stressful way to start my morning, I know you probably don’t understand why I found it both stressful and relaxing but, I’m a perfectionist so painting can be a little brain rattling for me, but I also find myself less physically tense because my brain is so focused. All in all, painting is something I do enjoy greatly, I’m still improving and I’m proud of the strides I’ve made so far.
Today is going to be a busy day, I have to work at 12pm till 5:30pm, go to the gym for about a half an hour to forty five minutes to lift, come home and do some more homework, and some other important things but today is going to be a good day. I’m going to get ready quickly so I can pack my food for the day so I’m not drained by the time I have to hit the gym.
OH! Today I also get to get my money order for my deposit for England! I’m definitely excited to secure my spot for such an awesome trip, Zach and I were talking about it the other day and we couldn’t stop rambling about how great it is going to be and I’m so happy he wants to go, he is definitely someone I enjoy traveling with and the fact we could possibly explore England together is really cool.
Even though I have been finding myself constantly busy, I’m grateful for it. I’m grateful that I have a job, go to school, and live a healthy life, most people aren’t so lucky and I know that I am.
I have to get back into meditating though, I’ve been slacking with that and yoga, ugh. Each day I plan on doing it, I get lazy and tired and decide to just snuggle in bed with Willie (my pitbull) and watch Netflix till all hours of the night. I thought this morning I would post a ramble post because I haven’t done one in awhile, and sometimes it is good to let my ADD do the talking and free my mind of the million ideas that come into my head throughout the morning.
Have a great week everyone, try to remain positive, active, and remember how beautiful life is.