When will I EVER be free of my binge eating disorder? For the past two hours all I’ve been picturing is me binging after work. I can’t stop thinking about it. Even with customers infront of me it is all I think about. If I don’t fulfill this need to binge I’ll have a panic attack and I won’t be able to sleep and when I DO finally sleep I’ll wake up thinking of binging again…I mean its a never ending cycle until the moment that I fulfill my need to binge. What can I do? I can’t beat it.