I binged yesterday..I ate constantly up until the point I went to bed. It was awful and I felt awful. I don’t understand why I did it and I feel that those two pounds I lost were for nothing.

Also, now that I’ve picked up a second job I have to cancel my jazzercise membership but luckily I still have my gym membership.

I had such a good mindset but now I don’t. This is so sucky and I wish I could just snap out of it…


My Face Today

I’m so HAPPY. Yes…HAPPY! Being healthy and having goals for myself really motivates me and puts a smile on my face.

For some reason…choosing to be healthy makes me way more confident in myself..does that make any sense?

I feel when people look at me they think “damn that girl is healthy” but in reality they probably don’t pay any attention but, hey! A girl can dream right!

As long as I’m smiling I’m happy.


Weigh in Number One

I decided to do my weigh ins every Friday. Maybe because it can keep me in check on the weekends or maybe because that just happened to be the day I decided to start weighing myself.

Last week I weighed in at 143.5 which to my surprise was on the lighter end due to the fact that I expected to be heavier because of all the crap I’ve been eating. So this week I started to really exercise with those jazzercise classes and watched what I ate.

This morning I woke up and I was just thinking to myself that today is weigh in day. I was a little excited but nervous but the end result was EXACTLY what I wanted.

My current weight is 141 on point.

I am VERY happy and motivated.