This is my baby…he’s a blind pitbull with a big heart. When I’m alone he spends time with me and cuddles next to me. Who needs a love life when you have an Incredible dog?
I don’t want to get out of bed…and I hate that I have no desire to workout or anything but last week I was GO GO GO. What the heck…seriously.
I need to figure out what to do because I can’t be in this hole of darkness again I just can’t.
I binged yesterday..I ate constantly up until the point I went to bed. It was awful and I felt awful. I don’t understand why I did it and I feel that those two pounds I lost were for nothing.
Also, now that I’ve picked up a second job I have to cancel my jazzercise membership but luckily I still have my gym membership.
I had such a good mindset but now I don’t. This is so sucky and I wish I could just snap out of it…
I’m definitely ready for bed…I had training all day then came home and completely cleaned out my room.
I have work early tomorrow at about 7:30 till 12:30 which isn’t too bad…and afterwards I’m going on a nature walk with one of my best friends so it should be a great weekend!
My bed is calling my name..goodnight all!
I’m so HAPPY. Yes…HAPPY! Being healthy and having goals for myself really motivates me and puts a smile on my face.
For some reason…choosing to be healthy makes me way more confident in myself..does that make any sense?
I feel when people look at me they think “damn that girl is healthy” but in reality they probably don’t pay any attention but, hey! A girl can dream right!
As long as I’m smiling I’m happy.
I’m training at my company’s headquarters today and they have a huge cafe and grille so I decided to get a three egg white omelette with vegetables and one slice of cheese with a side of fruit with a little bit of yogurt.
And since I’m training I’m DEFINITELY going to have to get a cup of coffee at some point.
I decided to do my weigh ins every Friday. Maybe because it can keep me in check on the weekends or maybe because that just happened to be the day I decided to start weighing myself.
Last week I weighed in at 143.5 which to my surprise was on the lighter end due to the fact that I expected to be heavier because of all the crap I’ve been eating. So this week I started to really exercise with those jazzercise classes and watched what I ate.
This morning I woke up and I was just thinking to myself that today is weigh in day. I was a little excited but nervous but the end result was EXACTLY what I wanted.
My current weight is 141 on point.
I am VERY happy and motivated.